Monday, November 19, 2007

triumph of sorrow

Situation!

The magic of the caress
Can sweep your feet off the mattress

The careful whisper
Can lead me to shiver

The slight glimpse I try to catch from the iris
Wishing thee won’t take notice

Away from the hustling and bustling
Your thoughts take me
Leaving me blushing!
The gaze makes by life more interesting
And aye! For more it leaves me gasping

Whatever said and done
Which does not’ involve him Is so soon forgotten
And the succeeding moments are spent on the great human haunt

They say days are good and days are bad
But at the end of the day this world still remains sad
And people accuse you of being mad!

Then there is triumph of sorrow
And cruel thee wishes to embrace morrow!

Sunday, November 4, 2007

ME …………..AS MYSELF

ME …………..AS MYSELF

Staying deprived is better than losing something you owned dearly………….thats the lesson life has taught me in many ways. I m too scared to even realize the reality!......but you cant help cursing yourself for behaving in a way you just did ……….anything whether carelessly, shyly which is often mistaken to be rude-crude and all that………thoughtlessly.or even crazyily sometimes…….!the most I regret about is behaving and most importantly when I m talking when I m angry……someone rightly said anger makes human monster….it surely prevents my grey cells and my heart from its regular functioning.and I go totally nuts.!
Well I cant even count the incidents that happened when I was really angry and I fired many people without thinking and obviously never apologized it!.............but my sorry lies in my regret!........
Conscience is actually very very strange but cant even

Friday, November 2, 2007

DIGNITY MAKES DISABLED BEYOND ABLED!

DIGNITY MAKES DISABLED BEYOND ABLED!




Strange are life’s ways!........and though I m just 20 I have actually realized this totally. Its full of surprises or should I say shocks!........i have gained things I craved for most and lost it in due time which sometimes felt like it never existed and I never owned it anyways! .
I have to rush to the college and I can’t even count how many times I had run carrying my 5kgs bag tried to match the cheetah speed! And then when I make it its like I have reached the mount Everest surpassing all the many hardships (like the massive crowd on the platform and stairs ,,,defying them …….sometimes trying to run in my heel shoes etc). But there are little things and some observations in life that help you learn some cruel and sometimes bitter sweet realities of life!
There is a hawker who supposedly sells hanker chiefs in the train …………I want you to picture him. He is totally laden with a thick sparkling bracelet, fingers filled with gold and neck too follow suit……….but he had no forefeet!..............yup only thighs but the dignity in this eyes sparks in the sweat on his brow ………..and man he is such an inspiration!
When I was just getting into this inspirational and totally sentimental mood…………..I came back to reality when a man young, with fully functional body…came begging towards me………….such is life dearies