conclusion

man proposes and god disposes !!!

the reality and ultimate truth of human life :P

my wishes

My wishes

I want to write your name in the blue sky
I want to shout your name out loud from the mountain’s top
I want shyly kiss you on your ear and pretend as if it wasn’t me
I want feel your warmth and hear your heartbeats too
I want to call you at 2 in the night and tell you, I hate you more than anything at all
I want to sit next to you in a bus and lay my head over your shoulder and dream about us
I want to retire in your arms at the end of the day and forget everything else
I want to be mad at you for every stupid and dumb reason, and want you to beg for forgiveness
I want to believe you when you say romantic stolen lines and proclaim it was an original
I want to meet you like our first time and fall in love with you again and again
I want to tell you, you made me crazy and blind and you have committed a non-bailable offence
I want to replay our every moment in my head and think what good I did in previous life
I want to wear your vermillion on my brow shining like the finger stud and our destiny too
I want to surrender my soul to you , my sweetheart and pray for god to be with us

love once or twice .......at the same time

Infidelity has always been an issue. Its always like if your in a relationship you want to give 100% and expect the partner to follow suit. That’s how it is I think in a relationship. I have a lot of free time lately “total leisure” is an understatement. So I m currently hooked to a show named “grey’s anatomy”. Its about a 4 interns and their life. Apparently this intern named Meredith ( the lead I think) falls for this hunk doctor named shepherd. Every thing is fine until the wife (who is a doctor too) walks in and spoil the whole thing. Now apparently the wife cheated on him first so he packs his bags and walks out of the house and marriage and city to this hospital. Meredith asks him to pick one and as always the guy picks the wife ( nostalgic ..thats what happens in most of Indian movies and shows on infidelity ). But the chemistry between Meredith and shepherd is just so awesome that I want him to betray his own wife . I mean the love seems so pure cant help saying that!

LIFE OR DEATH

Life

fading cascading

each breath I take

closer steps I make

into the lonely grave

my eternal haunting cave

punished, being the devil's slave

only the good die young and ascend

so therefore I shall be bad to the end

thinking of the crazy times I have had

painful reflections that leave me sad

too late to contemplate a change

learnt behavior seems so strange

past generations taught

the wisdom I sought

but did not heed

now I need

new breath

death....

she, he and it

Forgiven he is but still he reappears
Forgotten he is but still he reminiscence
Lost he is but still he lingers
Gone he is but still he is felt
Dead he is but still he reincarnates

Broken it is but still it is intact
Collapsed it is but still it is rebuild
Loved it is but still it is untouched
Smoked it is but still pristine
Ignored it is but still it is the soul

Fragile she is but still she stands
Crazy she is but still she has a reason
Sober she is but still she derives strength
Heart broken she is but still her heart beat
She weeps for him but hes long gone but it stays back

2008 is officially cursed

here are the reasons why 2008 are officially cursed:
1)roger(my darling) losses the first grand slam , the masters as well............he losses 7 match in 5 months...still to fathom this!
2)chelsea loses both the titles and the red devils triumphs again!
3) my college is gonna end and gonna miss many things
4)henin retires:(
5)i screwed every examz(vivas + theory)of engg
6)bastard axn people stops airing house !
7) i still didnt manage to do 1 thing i wanted to do ................when its just 2 weeks for my college to end
hence officially this year is cursed folks!

really?

Perspective
I stay detached.
Like the sages
I am full of love
For everyone in general
And no one in particular

I don't push
And I don't pull
I ebb, I flow
I love from afar
I love, and I let go
With infinite grace.
I am never hurt.

On different days
I am an outsider looking in
Or an insider looking out

I am in a million places at once
I am alone in a crowd
I am insignificant
I am everything I’ll ever need
(I tell myself).
And for what its worth
I am never hurt.

who?

You in pieces
Jig sawed
In a playful silhouette
A denim shirt
Soft whispers of a picture’s eye
In a silken touch
A cat’s nimble laze
A child’s smile
An eagle in the sky
The smell of your nearness
Across an ocean perhaps
Between lines of prose
In many colors of a sun swept morn
In songs of life
And yet we are strangers
Each, a complete half
A face undecided
Amidst a smile, and a sigh.

home

Home……………



Take me where the colours are
Where magic scents the air
We’ll paint the sky with fireworks
And build our campfires there

Step into the flames with me
As gods we’ll be reborn
Passion forged into perfection
Ugliness and shame all gone

Take me where the temple stood
Where blood once stained the stairs
Lay me where the fires burned
The stars entangled in your hair

Show me where the cacti grow
Where insects and arachnids roam
Through forests, alight with mushroom glow
A path that leads us home

optics

• Optic!
  
  2 o’clock in the morning
  And my eyes crimson red
  Try hard to sleep
  But the heart refuses to that
  So I reach for my cell phone
  Search the enhancement cord
  Hopefully listen to the radio
  Eventually take a nap
  Mom calls from bedroom
  Sweetie u should sleep
  Your eyes gonna turn tomato red
  You are finished if you refuse you know that
  So I reach for the bedroom door
  Drift myself to bed
  Close my eyes so tightly
  So they can eventually rest
  Thump thump went the monster
  There was hurricane of thoughts
  Before I knew
  My alarm went ringing its college time again
  

SMILE!

Hey broken heart
Who stole your soul
Empty is this heart
Surely theres a hole

They say dreams are lies
Realized that is true
Only pain dwells
Betrayal is true

The string of this heart
Has lost its tune
Searching for it
I’m going blind

You just tell me a word
Trapped again surely I‘ll end up being your fool
Love has no rules no norms
You are left fighting back your tears

Let me forget and forgive
Let me start anew
God please help me
To find my soul’s peace

reality bites!

Forgive me if im too shy
You may be the reason why
I m feeling butterfly
I can see you even in the blue sky
I wonder this is black magic or some vixen’s sly

As we walk through the beach
Chatterbox me felt we don’t need speech

The moment is so true and only time alone can cheat
I wouldn’t even care coz I m lost in your heart beat

My innocence alloyed with desire
Yeah ! It’s your inferno but my fire
Hopefully it wouldn’t turn into something dire

Your presence only can lift my spirit
Life wishes you, me and nobody in it

The scent of your cologne is enigmatic
Its magnetism on me is charismatic

Slowly dark cloud gathers in the firmament
We both got drenched with contentment

Soaked from head to toe
I stood beneath a bamboo shelter and untie my bow
He looked adorably and said let the tress be open
He ran his fingers through them and said those three sinful words in the end
The gigantic waves roared
The lightning stroked
We stood in the sand
With our hand in hand
The passion forged again in me
I gave away my soul my body and everything to thee

I know this will end sooner or later
I know life ...............it is a cheater
People call me pessimist
The turth is i have felt the trauma mist
Only this moment and then its done
Life will be monotonous and no more fun

you...............

Me and you!

My fragrance
Your perfume

My lips
Your smile

My eyes
Your stare

My heart
Your beat

My hand
Your touch

My lips
Your kiss

My mind
You’re thought

My closure
Your warmth

My sleep
Your dreams


Me the morning
You the dew

Me the rain
You the rainbow

Me the words
You the speech

Me incomplete
You and me complete

Me half
You my better half!