nirvana

I have lost the track of time,
I have lost the faith that guide,
opportunities have ceased,
no reson to put up a flight,
no words can drawn a fear,
no love can bring back happiness,
a hope still lies to go back again,
fear envelopes the destiny held,
With nowhere to go,
and noone to trust on,
fears drowns me inside,
Forgotten i have trusting,
Lost i am,Lost alone,
With nooneto Care,
but still heart search for celestial happiness
and love and trust and faith
and if nirvana actually exists
oh GOD take me there
plz take there!