Millions of things cross my mind everyday
but its u who’s thought never stray.
Hope is the word I call my best friend
yet I know there is gloom all the way with loads of bumps and bend.
Lost I am to such an extent that I have no track of my present.
Wandering in the wilds with no end for miles I look for the enigmatic tangent. Incessant this journey has become rubbing the grey reality every time I try to ascent.
Rawness of the road now seems like cashmere
and all I’m left with is an arid mirage of tear.
Such inexorable is your quest that horizons
in heaven I’ll measure from depths to crest me crimson me crimson!
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Saturday, July 14, 2007
what?
People frm every walk of life
Envisage victory and strife
But at some point u find
Tardiness in ur life and mind
Your life stops and comes to an end
And u are in oblivion with nothing to fight for or defend
Anything may stimulate it
Personal loss or a jobles status maybe fit
But such a break from your daily buzz
Lets u rethink on your deed with not much fusst
hen u realise that all those painstaking days
With pangs of emotion ,joy and anger has left u frail
Making u maudlin and in a state of enigma
U wail out unconsciously 'Oh Ma...'
Then u wonder y u were ever born
Is it to end up like this ,hopeless and forlorn???
U ponder over your contribution to the world
Then as u go deeper to the murky mind,u even question the existence of such a world
But human mind is often a monkey
It jumps and hops towards success and it's key
As guinea pigs we go on and on
thru the tedious cycle of life rite from the time we were born
We never know our way nor our destination
But man goes on with God as prime stimulation
Realise that life isn't constant dying and learn to honour fraternity
And indeed life is a "gift snatched frm eternity"
Envisage victory and strife
But at some point u find
Tardiness in ur life and mind
Your life stops and comes to an end
And u are in oblivion with nothing to fight for or defend
Anything may stimulate it
Personal loss or a jobles status maybe fit
But such a break from your daily buzz
Lets u rethink on your deed with not much fusst
hen u realise that all those painstaking days
With pangs of emotion ,joy and anger has left u frail
Making u maudlin and in a state of enigma
U wail out unconsciously 'Oh Ma...'
Then u wonder y u were ever born
Is it to end up like this ,hopeless and forlorn???
U ponder over your contribution to the world
Then as u go deeper to the murky mind,u even question the existence of such a world
But human mind is often a monkey
It jumps and hops towards success and it's key
As guinea pigs we go on and on
thru the tedious cycle of life rite from the time we were born
We never know our way nor our destination
But man goes on with God as prime stimulation
Realise that life isn't constant dying and learn to honour fraternity
And indeed life is a "gift snatched frm eternity"
Friday, July 6, 2007
seeking life for life
Seeking life for life!
Symmetry is always the need
Ironically today things begin with a cheat
Solitude is great company
When it’s around who needs anybody
Proportion has lost what it had meant
So don’t pass any vague judgment
Clarity is a virtue which cent people can’t see
Many gestures don’t epitomizes or exemplifies what a man’s all about, me think
Past is past
What’s done is done
What’s said cannot be taken aback
But best part is after today there’s tomorrow
So cheer up babes you can start anew,
So chuck all your sorrow!
I can make it through the day
I can fake it okay
I just smile and pretend
And I tell myself I’ll be alright
Eternal bliss is actually eternal mystery
It’s like a sweet dream which never actually exists
So let the conquest begin me say
For solace, salvation and lets shoo gray
Begin with ignorance……….. yes ignorance of diplomats
Haaaah! Looks like life is all set to search my conquest
Symmetry is always the need
Ironically today things begin with a cheat
Solitude is great company
When it’s around who needs anybody
Proportion has lost what it had meant
So don’t pass any vague judgment
Clarity is a virtue which cent people can’t see
Many gestures don’t epitomizes or exemplifies what a man’s all about, me think
Past is past
What’s done is done
What’s said cannot be taken aback
But best part is after today there’s tomorrow
So cheer up babes you can start anew,
So chuck all your sorrow!
I can make it through the day
I can fake it okay
I just smile and pretend
And I tell myself I’ll be alright
Eternal bliss is actually eternal mystery
It’s like a sweet dream which never actually exists
So let the conquest begin me say
For solace, salvation and lets shoo gray
Begin with ignorance……….. yes ignorance of diplomats
Haaaah! Looks like life is all set to search my conquest
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
confessions
Confession!
Me don’t know what this search is
But I have already started so me cant back out of it
Emotions is what life is all about
Then there is greed hunger envy and obviously proud
Love is the most divine of them all
But ironically it lets to all the ill emotions quoted above
U even doesn’t come to know when you have fallen!
Surely gravity is not the reason for this fall
Perhaps some mysteries cannot be resolved
Oh! For his appearance you wait, wait and wait
But when he shows up you shy away, unmet
What to say what to do you think, think all day
And when its time for the execution ………predictably you run away!
Oh! This adulthood seems like a burden for sure
Coz u are conspicuous of other’s judgment u procure
Childhood was so much better of course
Coz u care a damn for others prejudices that follows
Feeling shall be feeling
It’s the law of nature to fall
But I didn’t want an anti-gravitational fall!
But now that I have fallen in the trap
I want this secret to unwrap!
But I can’t even see him in his eye
Oh god why people in love are so shy!
Me don’t know what this search is
But I have already started so me cant back out of it
Emotions is what life is all about
Then there is greed hunger envy and obviously proud
Love is the most divine of them all
But ironically it lets to all the ill emotions quoted above
U even doesn’t come to know when you have fallen!
Surely gravity is not the reason for this fall
Perhaps some mysteries cannot be resolved
Oh! For his appearance you wait, wait and wait
But when he shows up you shy away, unmet
What to say what to do you think, think all day
And when its time for the execution ………predictably you run away!
Oh! This adulthood seems like a burden for sure
Coz u are conspicuous of other’s judgment u procure
Childhood was so much better of course
Coz u care a damn for others prejudices that follows
Feeling shall be feeling
It’s the law of nature to fall
But I didn’t want an anti-gravitational fall!
But now that I have fallen in the trap
I want this secret to unwrap!
But I can’t even see him in his eye
Oh god why people in love are so shy!
mystery mystefied
My little house calm as ever
In this town of endless wonder.
To stay here, or to wander
Sprawling streets astir, I wonder.
Around the flame wings aflutter,
And spinning globes around the star.
Swirling blazes, or a deep cold
Point at its core, I wonder.
Pulsating around Eye of Calm,
A poem, a whirlpool, a storm,
Dancing Darvish, prayer wheels' whirr,
And beads of the seer, I wonder.
I wonder, forever wonder,
Like a mirror in a mirror.
Is there an end, and at the end
An end? Forever I wonder.
In this town of endless wonder.
To stay here, or to wander
Sprawling streets astir, I wonder.
Around the flame wings aflutter,
And spinning globes around the star.
Swirling blazes, or a deep cold
Point at its core, I wonder.
Pulsating around Eye of Calm,
A poem, a whirlpool, a storm,
Dancing Darvish, prayer wheels' whirr,
And beads of the seer, I wonder.
I wonder, forever wonder,
Like a mirror in a mirror.
Is there an end, and at the end
An end? Forever I wonder.
muzzzzzzzzzzzzicccccccccc
IT’S ALWAYS ABOUT MUSIC!
They say you cannot escape music whether you are lazily lying on you bed and listening to the rain falling on the moist foggy windowpane ,or even the hummmmmmmmmmmm hummmmmmmmmmmmm of the washing machine or for that matter even when someone’s walking up to your room you can hear the swift sound of their paws!
Its every where like the blue sky follows you everywhere u go! Or perhaps your shadow which follows you EVERYWHERE (a la Peter pan)!
Well me a 20year old now but my taste in music has matured with every passing year it’s as if it is providing an “evidence” of my attitude and perception towards music ,art ,culture and most importantly “life” with each passing year.
When was in my 8th standard I still remember running home as quickly as possible from my tuition classes to catch a glimpse of my favorite show “Mtv most wanted” hosted my favorite Rahul Khanna …I used to really find him cute ,,,,,,,…………………but strange as it might appear I was a confused adolescent( emerging kind) girl who didn’t really like the idea of finding any guy cute ,………….so I used to never admit that I liked anybody ……..for that matter even the super cute Tom Cruise……………but it was the music ( which was requested by audience ) which formed the base for my quest for music. I started on listening to ( for which I was badly teased by a couple guy friends) boy bands backstreet, boy zone, nsync, code red ………those young blue eyed boys with photogenic faces and cute smiles who would churn out mushy lovey dovey lyrics ………….
“Although loneliness has always being a part of me I m giving my life in your hand…..”!
I think during this time or perhaps before that I came in tremendous influence of radio (the radio was not as popular as it is today. there was only 1 radio channel popularly known as air fm 107.1 fm
) I was suddenly influenced to other genre of music like the Latino style ….santana, Julio eglasius and so on , classics like Beatles, rolling stones, Tina turner; Elton john( I m ashamed of the fact that whenever the song sacrifice hit the top position during a countdown on valentine’s day ……I would wonder what so great in the song to deserve that position)and most importantly to a genre of music popularly known as alternative rock piston, nirvana and so on .........and superlative music churned out by the great pink Floyd !
then came a time when I even started appreciating hip hop and punk rock .and obviously band like u2 jonbonjovi Bryan Adams john Mayer steffani dido the latest breed like pharell William,bedingfield , flipside , maroon5 and so on…………….(I can go on with this list )
I was never very fond of loud bollywood numbers which meant nothing but had beats suitable for vigorous hip shaking…..though I like some of those club hits! I was always
For classics and ghazals still remember when we were kids and we (as in my family ….my parents and siss) played antakshani with my family we would never allow “ch” to come to my papa coz he would eventually end up singing the entire song “chupke chupke raat din” ……...by famous maestro ghulam ali! And us totally literally dosing off to sleep! But now I totally adore ghazals and classics (both Indian and western too)
I don’t know what your definition of music is but I have surely not found mine!
And I can’t live without it either! So in a conquest to search it …………………listen more and closer you shall be to !....try it people its worth it for sure!
They say you cannot escape music whether you are lazily lying on you bed and listening to the rain falling on the moist foggy windowpane ,or even the hummmmmmmmmmmm hummmmmmmmmmmmm of the washing machine or for that matter even when someone’s walking up to your room you can hear the swift sound of their paws!
Its every where like the blue sky follows you everywhere u go! Or perhaps your shadow which follows you EVERYWHERE (a la Peter pan)!
Well me a 20year old now but my taste in music has matured with every passing year it’s as if it is providing an “evidence” of my attitude and perception towards music ,art ,culture and most importantly “life” with each passing year.
When was in my 8th standard I still remember running home as quickly as possible from my tuition classes to catch a glimpse of my favorite show “Mtv most wanted” hosted my favorite Rahul Khanna …I used to really find him cute ,,,,,,,…………………but strange as it might appear I was a confused adolescent( emerging kind) girl who didn’t really like the idea of finding any guy cute ,………….so I used to never admit that I liked anybody ……..for that matter even the super cute Tom Cruise……………but it was the music ( which was requested by audience ) which formed the base for my quest for music. I started on listening to ( for which I was badly teased by a couple guy friends) boy bands backstreet, boy zone, nsync, code red ………those young blue eyed boys with photogenic faces and cute smiles who would churn out mushy lovey dovey lyrics ………….
“Although loneliness has always being a part of me I m giving my life in your hand…..”!
I think during this time or perhaps before that I came in tremendous influence of radio (the radio was not as popular as it is today. there was only 1 radio channel popularly known as air fm 107.1 fm
) I was suddenly influenced to other genre of music like the Latino style ….santana, Julio eglasius and so on , classics like Beatles, rolling stones, Tina turner; Elton john( I m ashamed of the fact that whenever the song sacrifice hit the top position during a countdown on valentine’s day ……I would wonder what so great in the song to deserve that position)and most importantly to a genre of music popularly known as alternative rock piston, nirvana and so on .........and superlative music churned out by the great pink Floyd !
then came a time when I even started appreciating hip hop and punk rock .and obviously band like u2 jonbonjovi Bryan Adams john Mayer steffani dido the latest breed like pharell William,bedingfield , flipside , maroon5 and so on…………….(I can go on with this list )
I was never very fond of loud bollywood numbers which meant nothing but had beats suitable for vigorous hip shaking…..though I like some of those club hits! I was always
For classics and ghazals still remember when we were kids and we (as in my family ….my parents and siss) played antakshani with my family we would never allow “ch” to come to my papa coz he would eventually end up singing the entire song “chupke chupke raat din” ……...by famous maestro ghulam ali! And us totally literally dosing off to sleep! But now I totally adore ghazals and classics (both Indian and western too)
I don’t know what your definition of music is but I have surely not found mine!
And I can’t live without it either! So in a conquest to search it …………………listen more and closer you shall be to !....try it people its worth it for sure!
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